I WANT to get things up and running again.
I WANT to tell you all about my NAMI trip and all the awesome things I learned.
I WANT to finish my book.
I WANT to take a shower.
I WANT to sleep during the night, not the day.
I WANT to make fabulous meals.
I WANT to clean my house.
I almost called this post, “The injustice of being a slacker.” But really, I’m not slacking. I just have no focus whatsoever. I have a million things to do, but if it entails something more than pointing and clicking or staring at a screen or sleeping when I should be working … nada. I took this BRILLIANT workshop on “Finding Your Motivation” at the convention and you’d think it would have settled into my brain and I’d be all work work work! But no. I’m all, “Ooooh shiny squirrel!” and “Holy balls batman it’s HOT!” and “Let me just update my castles ONE MORE TIME!”
How is that possible?
Why can’t I put all that time and energy into something more productive?
I’m not making any promises … cuz it takes focus to follow through on a promise … however I can definitely tell you I WANT to catch up on all my emails, posts, priorities. And I’m trying, I really am.
WHY MUST STAYING ON TASK BE SO DANG HARD?!?!!?
I just wrote a whole post!
I just wrote a whole post about nothing!
*silent internal scream*
Hopefully tomorrow will come with a greater ability to stay on task. Perhaps I can force myself to get shnitz done. I can do this dammit!
“Oooh … fuzzy puppy!!!” (See what I mean?)